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Thursday, January 25, 2007
ive been through a lot. throwing tantrums, im figuring out where the hell i went wrong. what did i do ? what do i really want ? i figured im helpless. just sitting in the corner trying hard to un-do myself. what did i get myself into ? what did i made myself into ? life's terrible. it isn't nice at all come to think of it . u face with ignorance, mental vitality and emotions. u always think what u did was right. but, its not. u need something or maybe someone to just pucker u up from the bottom to keep u rooted not falling down. i can't make it through. i just dunno how or when i'll be able to. when u go not urself, hatred comes along. they control ur life better than u do depicting who u shld be with and what shld u wear/eat. simply, EVERYTHING. trying to destroy, manipulate and/or even taking advantage. hanging clouds over you. then everything comes to a dark shadow that eventually disperse to tears of disappointment. eventually a rainbow appears. and it fades. and u;re back at one. YOU. YOU.
"you got ur wish."
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